Our beautiful daughter Emersyn Paige passed away from SMA Type 1 on April 7th,2009 at the age of 7 months old. This blog is dedicated to her life, legacy and spirit and our journey as a family through grief.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

12 weeks ago today.......

It has been a while since I've written.......it was 12 weeks ago today that you passed away. It feels like yesterday. Daddy and I were so numbed by shock that we are struggling more now than we were then. There is no solution to grief, it is who we are. It is not wallowing it is fact. How can we ever say we have accepted that our daughter has died?? No one could, it is simply not in the heart of a parent to ever feel resolved with their childs death. Missing you cannot even come close to describing the void we feel. Constantly searching for answers as to "why us" and "why you". We know these questions will remain a mystery until we see you again. I have to believe there is a meaning, a purpose and a greater power to all of this. Today I pray for the strength to make it through each day without you and most of all I pray that you are safe, happy and full of love and life where ever you are.Miss you & love you my beautiful daughter,
Love Mommy xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

No comments:

Post a Comment